Whatchu doin there hey, rick?

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The relativity theory told us that time and space are not fixed or…relative.

Einstein made it easier when he explained it with “when you sit with a pretty woman next to you, one minute pass by quickly than when you put your hands on the burning stove, relativity” thing,

and Dr. Temperance Brennan (Bones) told Booth that past present and future is only  a state of mind that his good memories with his father is happening and always happen. 

The thing i want to share is, i feel like my clock stopped, i don’t exactly know where it has stopped so it got me a little (or a lot) confuse where i should start it again.

Like a year ago, i have this fling with a guy, and apparently when i’m still stuck having several (what i think) flings with other guys, he moved on and have a relationship with a girl.

A little embarrassed to admit but that is what got me to realize that i’m still the same me i was a year ago. 

I’m still an archaeology student, no boyfriend yet, still like ice cream (doubt that ever change tho), still watching korean dramas and still weighing like fifty-beep-kilograms.

Yep. still me questioning who am i really.

J.

i’ve been listening to this on repeat one today. Strange, and beautiful.

Every effing time that there is like the new, trending on twitter, long awaited movie that pops out in the cinemas people would like clogging every damn cinemas in town

every fucking harry potter movies out, or transformers, and there was 2012 even

i am not saying it’s wrong because i do too want to watch the second the movie is out, but i do it with dignity. I GET IN LINE.

i friggin despise those people who just arrived and they go to the front of the line and half begging the people who actually queueing to be in the front and ask if they can get them some tickets. really despise.

there was one annoying event where i was nicely queueing to get my hands on the tickets for the last harry potter movie and there were guys, who was in line in front of me and after me, and after awhile, they saw each other, it turned out they were some sort of friends. So, the guy in front of me offering him to get him some tickets so that he didn’t have to queue anymore, and he accept that offer, BUT he was getting 12 tickets. on my preferred time of the show. and i lost the nice seats. he and his 11 friends flocking in the middle taking all the nice seats.

if only the guy in front of me didn’t offer, or the guy behind me did not shamelessly accept. i would have those seats right?

i think queueing for a movie could be a pretty tight business prospect, a thing like this happened again to me just today, i went to watch the avengers on the IMAX theatre that has just been newly opened for like a few days, and its been quite a hype. i went there yesterday thinking i could get some tickets 2 hours prior to the show but i was wrong, i came at 2pm and even the last show (9pm) was already sold out. So the next day i was determined to come early to get me and 3 of my friends tickets, we are just a party of four, not twelve. i queued, it was already a pretty long line, and i got my friend to fill in for me when he came shortly after. when he got into the front after like 20-30 minutes a guy showed up before him half begging, to get him 3 tickets firsthand. LIKE, GUY, WE QUEUED FOR GOD’S SAKE. and my friend declined. (in yer face!)

this happened after i told my friend my harry potter movie line story. and he got the same thought as i am that we as some civilized citizen shall queue. 

after that my other friend said “why didn’t you just get him tickets? he was just a parent that wants to take his kid to watch avengers and make his kid happy, if it were you wouldn’t you too want to make your kids happy?”

OH NO SIR YOU DID NOT

see if it were me, i would suggest my kid to get in line, teaching him/her to be civilized citizen that make our country even better. and if i was that guy’s kid, i would have been embarrassed that my dad is cutting the line. See, happiness is achieved not with taking others.

sorry that this is a long post, bottom line just like hawkeye said in the movie

oops sorry for the spoiler haha

J.

propserina:

Just some nerds…uhhh…wait what?

Fuck :) i just have to have this on my room wall.

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Pain is what I thought something that I can handle. I was born weak, and grew up with so many health problems because my immune system just doesn’t work, just a simple flu can get me in the bed for couple of months, fatigue can lead me to numerous lab test, did I already mention that chemotherapy I went through? Hell. Aside from the tumor treatment, I spent only little time in hospital, mom always used to prefer treating me at home. All people I know always stay in the hospital for a week when they got dengue fever, when I got it, i start to recover in five days at home.

Severe fever can get me hallucinating, and I got that a lot when I was kid, not the fun hallucination, it tortures. I’d get nauseated, cry from something I think I see, stabbing pain all over my body, horrible stuff. When I start to whine, mom just ‘sussh’ me gently. Once, I went to dad, dad just said angrily, “it’s all in your head! Try to control it, if you do not want to be sick you won’t!” Harsh. but it’s one thing I haven’t tried, all of those time my mom got me believing that I am weak, what she didn’t tell that my body is mine thus I should have control over anything that happens in my body. It just worked. I didn’t get to puke then. Slowly the fever decreasing and dad said “Like I said, right” and I start to think that way.

Billions people in this world, they have different kinds of pain, doesn’t mean that their pain is less important than yours, doesn’t also mean that your pain is the most painful one of all. It’s all in your head. I just couldn’t imagine people who whine all the time of their pain, and keep pitying themselves. It’s not like we like to hear such things, we experience it every fucking day, why should we hear from you selfish people.

I’m the type of person, who would keep quiet when in pain. Sometimes it could backfires for I ignore and it was actually serious thing. But most of the time, I think that I’m okay. For that I am.

J.

So don’t go whining to me when your in pain, it actually bugs me big time. I just might do or said something horrible.